It is happening, the tears are less often, I am seeing a ray of light. There have been no major changes to the magnitude of my current life situation. The gutting is done and the rebuilding has started. Although, the vision is exciting, no new jobs or financial inheritance or winning a car has happened. Don’t get me wrong, I believe shamelessly in abundance and miracles. All skeptics say what youwant, I like who I am. Different opinions are perfectly fine with me. I have been married for 30 years, after all.
What I want to say is that tears are awesome. Their chemical composition is unlike any other substance in the body. I am not necessarily comfortable with the pools of tears at my feet...but they release us from loss, grief, fear, trauma, and the unexpected challenges. To cry is to be brave and strong, and often the other side of love. No apologies for nature’s gift of healing. My discovery is that it takes courage to cry and even more strength to witness the tears of another. I am so very proud of all of my tears.
All experiences bring gifts of trust. If you can tolerate it, your heart will grow with compassion. There is some meaning to this “method “. Thank you to all my loving friends with your heart felt witness. I would be honored to do the same for you.
What’s next, overwhelm, fear and little kid terror of never having a home again. How do I climb this mountain? Same as always; love, support, connection and faith....
