Hi, I am committed to my journal. I was quite distracted yesterday wrote it twice and erased it twice. I refer to this as hurricane brain. Yesterday I had a wide assortment of emotions. Of course I started my day at my village, (Lifetime fitness center). I was given lots of love and gifts. Mellie asked me to write a wishlist on Amazon. I feel like a new bride. Everything in the kitchen is gone. I hate the feeling of looking for something only to remember that I now longer own it. This list is an awesome antidote for this feeling of constant loss. I got to FaceTime with Valeriya, she is such a reassurance because she know and loves our home/ her home. That is my gratitude list.
Irma, terrifying, Orlando's sister and nephew have successfully evacuated. We were able to help Fernanda, like a niece, get to Houston From Miami. She is on her way to study in Germany. Orlando spent hours to get her the last seat. More gratitude 🌟
Pray-Pray- Pray.

Then, I kinda felt aimless. I spoke to my brother. He wishes that I was there. He is exhausted , sounds depressed. It makes me feel so sad. He flooded in
NOLA . Angry again
I am scheduled to fly to NOLA/Mississippi for work I hope I can find the work me. I don't want to leave and I don't want to stay. Need to work on this one.